A new thought had entered his mind, the ultimate end of which he
would endeavor to carry out.
He had never fallen in love with savage life, because it was one of too
much peril to suit his natural disposition to cowardice, and he would
gladly return to civilized life, if he could do so safely--his Indian home
and habits having only been adopted as a means, and the only means, of
ministering to his revengeful desires. His idea looked to the
accomplishment of this object, and he was fain to believe he saw a way to
succeed. As Ellen was to act a part in his newly formed plan, his manner
toward her changed. He was polite and respectful in his words and
attentions. He was, also, very kind and considerate toward Hamilton. They
were both surprised at this unexpected change in the demeanor of their
captor, but were unable to account for it. All was explained in time. One
day, after Ellen was much restored, he ventured on the following
communication:
"I have," he said to her, "had very serious thoughts of late. A singular
dream, which made a powerful impression on my mind, opened up to my mental
vision the sinfulness of my past life, and convinced me of the necessity of
repentance and reformation. I would gladly amend my ways, and lead a new
and better life, but my way is hedged up before me.
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